Asking Alexandria - Through Sin Self Destruction Lyrics

I'm out the door, I'm on my ass again like every night before
I'm off the wall, out of my fucking mind, I'm out of control
I'll be the end of her, I'm in her head and in control
She's let me in, now take a sip and let the show begin
The floor's all yours, the house is full
You've made the slip now take the fall
I pull your strings, you're too deep in
So will she sink or swim

Oh she's drown, how very spectacular
What a works of art i've spawned
Man am i proud of myself on this one
She's such a fucking masterpiece
Self destruction is such a pretty little thing

I know that i should walk away
But i can't bring myself to quit this game
She's just a beautiful girl with the weight of the world
on her shoulders
I'm just a kick in the teeth from a world that's painted gold

She's out the door, she's on her ass again like
every night before
She's off the wall, out of her fucking mind
she's out of control
I was the end of her
In her head, in control

Just like before
I should've told you again
That i'm sorry
I'm so sorry

Music is fucking dead
It's thanks to you cunts stabbing it in the fucking chest
You, and every one of these fake
righteous, undeserving bands
Fuck you

Through sin and self destruction I stumble home
never alone
My only home is the bottom of a bottle
and a rolled up bill and I'm ready to go
I live the same day in and out and I don't care how long I last
All the girls and drink and drugs but don't get me wrong
I'm having a fucking blast

I am rock and roll
Livin' the life that you can only dream of
I am rock and roll
At its fucking finest

Just like the cigarettes hurt
Just like the whiskey burns
Whoa whoa
I guess I'm never gonna learn

Not gonna stop until my heart stops beating
Not gonna stop until my last breath comes
I'm gonna go until I hit the floor and I can't find
my back to my feet anymore

Pass me a glass and let's destroy everything
in this fucking place
Life at 300 miles an hour
You pussies can't keep up with this fucking pace

I am rock and roll
Livin' the life that you can only dream of
I am rock and roll
At its fucking finest

Just like the cigarettes hurt
Just like the whiskey burns
Whoa whoa
I guess I'm never gonna learn

I've spent the last two years tearing apart my soul
I'll put the next two in to kick-start the
good old days of rock and roll

Without remorse, without regret, without a second thought
You hit the nail on the head with the
back of your fucking throat

I am rock and roll
Livin' the life that you can only dream of
I am rock and roll
At its fucking finest

Music is fucking dead
It's thanks to you cunts stabbing it in the fucking chest
You, and every one of these fake, righteous
undeserving bands
Fuck you

Oh sweet insanity
You take my hand and walk me out into the dark
We walk this road for hours and hours
To the white hills, and the oceans

On a collision course, to hell we march
We're doomed to this now
Oh the irony
If i'm going down i won't go down alone
You're doomed to this one
You're doomed to this now
Hold your breath my dear
We're going under

I've walk this road for hours
To the white hills, and the oceans
I search for solace in this toxic land of sin
Just let me in
Don't wake me up, their songs are soothing
Their wine subdues me
Hold your breath my dear
We're going under

Dreams, my mind won't me lift from my dreams
And thought i try i can't escape my mind
Dreams, my mind won't lift me from my dreams
And though you try you can't escape me

Now you've seen what i've become
Now you've seen what i can do
Now you've seen what i'm capable of

I've walk this road for hours
To the white hills, and the oceans
I search for solace in this toxic land of sin
Just let me in
Don't wake me up, their songs are soothing
Their wine subdues me
Hold your breath my dear
We're going under

Welcome to the diary of a man that
lost his mind so long ago
Welcome to the shell of a man
with a heart so black and cold

Over and over in my head