[Verse 1: Ryan Oakes]
Ground zero, number one enemy
In a fight with the mirror and my destiny
All I did's give the world what's left of me
Just for them to be praying for the death me
[Verse 2: Oakes]
All the weights been ripping these calluses
Built walls that I turned into palaces
Put the times that I wined into the chalices
That I drink till I sink in paralysis
[Pre-Chorus: Oakes & AViVA]
Not trying to be perfect
Just trying to be worth it
When it all still hurts and nothing works
I keep on working
Not trying to be perfect
Don't wanna feel worthless
When it all still hurts and then nothing works
I keep on searching
[Chorus: Oakes]
Am I losing my mind?
My fate was calling my bluff, enough
To sit tough but not to givе up
Am I wasting my time?
My traits been testing my luck enough
To gеt stuck but not to give up
[Bridge: AViVA]
Thought I was invincible
Thought these dreams were reachable
I guess I'm not, I guess they weren't
Now I'm wondering, should I have believed them?
[Verse 3: AViVA]
You thought I was good but it shattered me
Just a little bruise damage underneath
But I hide these wounds, yeah I'm healing
Best when I'm alone, better believe it
[Pre-Chorus: AViVA & Oakes, AViVA]
Not trying to be perfect (Perfect)
Just trying to be worth it (Worth it)
When it all still hurts and nothing works
I keep on working (Working)
Not trying to be perfect (Perfect)
Don't wanna feel worthless (Worthless)
When it all still hurts and then nothing works
I keep on searching
[Chorus: Oakes & AViVA, Oakes]
Am I losing my mind?
My fate was calling my bluff, enough
To sit tough but not to give up
Am I wasting my time?
My traits been testing my luck enough
To get stuck but not to give up
Am I losing my mind?
My fate was calling my bluff, enough
To sit tough but not to give up
Am I wasting my time?
My traits been testing my luck enough
To get stuck but not to give up