Billie Eilish - No Apologies Lyrics

[Chorus: Billie Eilish]
Help, I lost myself again
But I remember you
Don't come back, it won't end well
But I wish you'd tell me too

[Verse 1: GrewSum]
I believe in bigger things than simply living like you're trapped
Every day giving your all and just getting nothing back
There's better places to be at, so I'm chasing after that
I learned to focus on my gifts instead of only what I lack (What I lack)
They want you miserable 'cause that's the way they seem to live
The way this world is built is fucked and now it needs to give
I want a lot more but all I'm seeing is locked doors
But I'll be damned if they keep me out this is everything that I fought for
And I'm built for this, way odd
I'm overworking these day jobs for some asshole who don't understand what I'm worth thinking they could play God
They fuck around with your money, you're nothing to 'em its funny to 'em
They joke around while they hold you down while you work till your hands are bloody
And they don't appreciate you when they seem to hate you
Take the air that you've got to breathe
If they think you're different they'll keep you in this spot where you don't want to be
This world does not have to be the way it all may seem
I took my blindfold off of me and live with no apologies (Apologies, apologies, apologies)

[Bridge: Billie Eilish]
Help, I lost myself again
But I remember you
[Verse 2: Jimmy Donn]
I only feel good when I'm sleeping or that moment right before I nod
I only feel at peace when I'm fucked up or somewhere out my mind
I don't have the time to sit here and stress about my fucked up life
If I told you that I didn't have problems that would be a fucking lie
I followed in my father's footsteps
He used to drink away his pain
But alcohol isn't strong enough for what I feel to go away
I take handfuls of these little pills that bring me to another place
Then another handful hoping that tomorrow I just might not wake
If you could feel for a moment what I feel every day
That moment in time would torture your mind until hope withered away
This isn't a place you come to stay, we're visitors from another planet
Some get sick and end it while others learn how to manage
I'm so god damn damaged but others see me as a savage
I'm not heartless, I'm hardened and I carry a lot of baggage
So I constantly make up for my imperfections with comedy
I make jokes when I'm nervous like I'm some sort of oddity
No apologies (Apologies, apologies, apologies)

[Chorus: Billie Eilish]
Help, I lost myself again
But I remember you
Don't come back, it won't end well
But I wish you'd tell me too