Jorja Smith - All Of This Lyrics

Where did your fate go?
Was I just to fall on my own?
If this room was full of lies
Is that how you fooled me with love?
I see how you changed me, I know what you said
It don't make me hate you, I wish that it did
I'm, I'm tryin' to find words, tryin' to make sense
If I don't try, where do I find the lies between the lines?
Why does it hurt so much?
Won't understand, no, I can't let this go
Oh, you made plans now, you can't shut me down
Ah, you're advanced, but you can't tell them now
No, you can't tell them how, uh

You face the pain while your days are numbered
You took the highway, you've done it always
You hurt this woman, you put your needs first
And I'vе heard this many times in my head, but it still rеmains

That you had all of this
Oh-oh, you still search for bad
Oh, you fought all of this
You don't even know how bad it got
So much for you're my one and only

You'd say that you were all mine
You knew that your words were hard to stand by
I was scared of change, but then I complied
Even though it hurt, I stayed and now I'm
Glad you have it all, but there's things that you can't buy
Glad that you said sorry, but habits they die hard
Why you want to offer me love that you don't have?
Loving you exhausted me, baby, and you charged, you charged

I'll take the high road, I've done it always
Our time is old, there's only one way
You hurt this woman, you put your needs first
It's played out many times in my head, but it still remains

That you had all of this
Oh-oh, you still search for bad
Oh, you fought all of this
You don't even know how bad it got
So much for you're my one and only

(You had all of this)
(Oh, you still search for bad)
So much for you're my one and only
(You fought all of this)
(You don't even know how bad it got)
So much for you're my one and only