Nicki Minaj - Smile Sad V3 Lyrics

[Intro]
Ohh
I do anything in my power to see (Ohh)

[Chorus]
I'd do anything in my power to see you just smile
I want you to prosper and come proper
Even if that means I ain't by your side
I'd do anything in my power to see you just smile
I want you to prosper and come proper
Even if that means I ain't by your side

[Verse 1]
Devil on my shoulder tellin' me I'll die soon
I don't really want that to impact you
But I don't know, maybe I'm just paranoid
I just want the best for you, I just want what's left of you
Oh, you tell me that you're sad inside
I'm sad that I can't satisfy
Yeah, I pray that I get it right this time
Maybe we'll be alright
Oh, you tell me that you’re sad inside
I’m sad that I can’t satisfy
Yeah I did some wrongs and I told some lies
But I’m not like those guys (Oh)
[Chorus]
I'd do anything in my power to if you smile
I want you to prosper and come proper
Even if that means I ain't by your side
I'd do anything in my power to see you just smile
I want you to prosper and come proper
Even if that means I ain't by your side

[Verse 2]
Yeah, even if it means I ain't by your side
Between you and me, I think that I'm gon' die soon, it's cool
I got what's coming to me, it's cool, uh
Ain't no point running from it, it's cool
In my power to see if you smile
I want you to prosper and come proper
Even if that means I ain't by your side
It’s okay baby I know I'm bound to die, yeah
I been doing drugs since one-three
Now I'm one-nine, now I'm one-nine

[Chorus]
I'd do anything in my power to see if you smile
I want you to prosper and come proper
Even if that means I ain't by your side
I'd do anything in my power to see you just smile
I want you to prosper and come proper
Even if that means I ain't by your side
[Verse 3]
Damn I want it, I guess I don't need it
Treat it like the change bitch, you know you can keep it
Lately I been changing, kept that shit a secret
Now I'm letting it out the cage, gotta let it breathe, yeah
Ain't the same as I was a day ago
It's a miracle, it's a miracle
Take the drugs, it feels like a miracle
Take the drugs and get a little spiritual, yeah
Frequencies get lower as I get higher, um
My frequency gets lower as I get higher
Uh, fast on fire, I dance on fire
Everybody tells me the day I die, I'm gonna go dance in fire
In fire, it's whatever

[Chorus]
I'd do anything in my power to see if you smile
I want you to prosper and come proper
Even if that means I ain't by your side
I'd do anything in my power to see you just smile
I want you to prosper and come proper
Even if that means I ain't by your side

[Verse 4]
Yeah, not enough, I'm not enough
I haven't had enough
I want to double up
Why need a double cup?
I drink the whole pint tonight
Hoping I die tonight
Hoping I'm set free
Hoping
[Chorus]
I'd do anything in my power to see if you smile
I want you to prosper and come proper
Even if that means I ain't by your side
I'd do anything in my power to see you just smile
I want you to prosper and come proper
Even if that means I ain't by your side

[Verse 5]
Ain't no escaping yeah, ain't no escaping
This ain't earth, this the birthplace to Satan, yeah, yeah
Ain't no escaping, ain’t no escaping
I tried to escape it, but I hate it
Am I complex?
Am I basic?
Interviews with Complex, very basic
Shit, I hate it
The worst thing I ever did was become famous
I'd take it back in a moment if I could, but I can't, so I own it
Drugs, you could do 'em if you want, I don't condone it
Too much will leave you fucked up
Too much cash, how you stuck up?
It's a stick-up
Every thing, yeah, I need it
Earn my stripes thick, ain't talkin' 'bout Adidas
Shorty wanna kick it, bitch this isn't FIFA
Pull up on the scene, my hand all on my heater, ayy
She do white, like Justin Bieber
Hot as fuck, I just caught a fever

[Chorus]
I'd do anything in my power to see if you smile
I want you to prosper and come proper
Even if that means I ain't by your side
I'd do anything in my power to see you just smile
I want you to prosper and come proper
Even if that means I ain't by your side

[Verse 6]
I'm sick of giving people shit to relate to
Life has turned into one big escape room
I don't wanna go there, I been there before
I don't wanna go there, is it too soon?
The doctor told me I'd be dead by next June
Unless I stop all these pills I'm into
It's hard, it's hard, it's hard to get to
The part, uh, uh, uh, uh
Those words haunt me like a bad dream or a ghost, yeah
I been going through the most, yeah
I know I sometimes do the most
Yeah, my apologies, uh, yeah, uh
I showed her hypocrisy, yeah, ayy
Claiming I got the philosophy
Yeah, yeah, yeah, uh
Ayy, but honestly, I am confused as the next being

[Chorus]
I'd do anything in my power to see if you smile
I want you to prosper and come proper
Even if that means I ain't by your side
I'd do anything in my power to see you just smile
I want you to prosper and come proper
Even if that means I ain't by your side

[Verse 7]
Yeah that's as real as it gets, yeah, yeah
That's as real as it gets, yeah, yeah
On the pills again, Percocet all day
The fuck do I care? Uhm, uhm, uh
I do anything in my power to if you smile
I want you to prosper, come proper
Even if that means I ain’t by your side
Designer jeans don’t fix a thing
Xan and lean don’t fix a thing
Oh my, help me
I do anything in my power to see you just smile
I want you to prosper and come proper
Even if that means I ain’t by your side
It’s a sad thing, but a real thing
I’ve been feeling wild
I want you to prosper and come proper
Even if that means I ain’t by your side

[Chorus]
I'd do anything in my power to see if you smile
I want you to prosper and come proper
Even if that means I ain't by your side
I'd do anything in my power to see you just smile
I want you to prosper and come proper
Even if that means I ain't by your side

[Verse 8]
Tell me what is happy? Uh
Doesn’t anybody know?
Doesn’t anybody know the truth?
Does it feel like anybody notices you? Uh
Or the things that you do? Uh

[Chorus]
I'd do anything in my power to see if you smile
I want you to prosper and come proper
Even if that means I ain't by your side
I'd do anything in my power to see you just smile
I want you to prosper and come proper
Even if that means I ain't by your side