I'm at the party again
Kept wondering if my friends still love me and I
Can't recall what I said
Relapse and memories won't stop fading and I
Don't wanna keep fucking up
I feel my face in the mud
Wonder if I've given up
I am the one that I love
The one that I love
I am mistaken again
No one here for me but I still come back around
I wish this wasn't the end
Missed opportunities to forgive myself
Don't wanna keep fucking up
I leave my mask in my mind
Realize that I am enough
I am the one that I love
The one that I love