By all these piercing stares
By all these fiendish words
By all these unsightable people
By all these haunting thoughts
A wall of scorn bred by fear
Surrounds me, I am gonna touch it
The skin is cold as a stone
Kept by this morbid phobia
I’ve never felt so much hate
I will gore their eyes out
I wanna break the hearsay
I set my place in motion
Living my all life as someone who feels
That his madness is controlling his brain
So destructed by your waste
Disturbed as much as I could
I believed, I believed in you
And when I come to your desk
I feel your fear coming through
I believe, I believe in you
I’m getting bored of being abused
I’m getting bored of all these deceptions
My mind is tired of being torn apart
Upon this bed, we try to fly
My spirit’s tired of being scorched
Close to the edge of fury and despair
Fall from your throne
To the borders of consciousness
To realize
How dark is my task
See my decline
Bathing in this red material
I tear off your sanity
And breathe your life
Feeling abused
I believed in you
Feeling confused
I believe in you