Tori Kelly - Personal Lyrics

What am I gonna do with this heart?
Catching all these bad arrows and darts
I don't wanna be lonely, but I know what I want
Maybe this train has run out of steam
Cuz there's nothing but nothing between you and me
I don't wanna see you lonely, but I know what I want
And it ain't you no more

Spend my whole life looking for the one I could call
Wasted all my time on you, trying to make this beautiful
But it's clear to see, you don't love me at all
Baby, go ahead and say it. I won't take it personal
If you don't stop to count your blessings
One day you'll wake up and find them missing
I don't wanna leave you lonely
But you gotta know what you want

If you want a love that's only pretend
Baby you should've bought a barbie and ken
Well my heart's not a toy to play with
Now it knows what it wants
And it ain't you no more
Spend my whole life looking for the one I could call
Wasted all my time on you, trying to make this beautiful
But it's clear to see, you don't love me at all
Baby, go ahead and say it. I won't take it personal

But then again maybe I will, but we do it all for the thrill
Does part of you love me still?
No scratch that, say goodbye seal the deal
Real is what you want now don't ya?
But I'm not the one now for ya
This was already over before it began so walk away

I spend my whole life looking for the one I could call
Wasted all my time on you, trying to make this beautiful
But it's clear to see, you don't love me at all
Baby, go ahead and say it. I won't take it personal
Wasted all my time on you, trying to make this beautiful
But it's clear to see, you don't love me at all
Baby, go ahead and say it. I won't take it personal
I don't want to be lonely, I know what I want