Yungblud - Another Lyrics

Another forever that's come to an end, and is it my fault?
It echoes in my head every day
My friend tries to help me, but she's hurting too
I feel so lost, so alone

I haven't seen a smile on my face so long
I stop and wonder: Does the who replaced me feel this way too?
I was insecure, I know
Anxiety drowns me every night, it's like a river and I don't know how to swim
Can you be my lifesaver? I don't think so
And I still smell your scent

I wish I was stronger, but I fallen to the ground
There's no such thing as my own beauty
I want to fit in the standard
I don't have my own strength

Disappointment is a poisoned banquet, and I'm indulging
But I'm not hungry, yet I'm eating my feelings
Guilt catches up with me and makes me feel even worse

I haven't seen a smile on my face in ages
I wonder: Does she who replaced me feel this way too?
I wish I was as pretty as her
Anxiety drowns me every night
And I keep diving

I wish I was stronger, but I feel fallen to the ground
There's no such thing as my own beauty
I want to fit in the standard

It's hard not to hide
I don't want to feel alone anymore
But does she complete you? I thought we were perfect together
But everything turned to smoke
Still, I keep swimming in the void