Olivia Rodrigo - Brutal Lyrics

I want it to be like messy
I'm so insecure, I think
That I'll die before I drink
And I'm so caught up in the news
Of who likes me, and who hates you

And I'm so tired that I might
Quit my job, start a new life
And they'd all be so disappointed
'Cause who am I, if not exploited

And I'm so sick of seventeen
Where's my fucking teenage dream?
If someone tells me one more time
"Enjoy your youth", I'm gonna cry

And I don't stick up for myself
I'm anxious, anything can help
And I wish I'd done this before
And I wish people liked me more

All I did was turn my back
This the kinda thing's bullshit
I wanna let me be upset (Upset, oh)

They say these are the golden years
But I wish I could disappear
Ego crush is so severe
God, it's brutal out here

I feel like no one wants me
And I hate the way I'm perceived
I only have two real friends
And lately, I'm a nervous wreck

'Cause I love people I don't like
And I hate every song I write
And I'm not cool, and I'm not smart
And I can't even parallel park

All I did was turn my back
This the kinda thing's bullshit
I wanna let me be upset (Upset, oh)

They say these are the golden years
But I wish I could disappear
Ego crush is so severe
God, it's brutal out here

She's having a really good time

Got a broken ego, broken heart
God, I don't even know where to start